Journey To A Fresh Start

The wound is the place where the light enters you, a quote from the movie. A wrinkle in time. I go to court tomorrow for my final trial. Its been 11 years of marital hell, 3+ years of divorce hell and torture. Do I know this to be true? Does a light really shine through my wounds? According to Oprah, she says about this quote, "there is not one single difficulty you experience that will be wasted. Everything is showing up to make you who you were meant to be."

Promise...Good start...Anticipation...Growth...Love...Marriage...Seperation...Adaptation...Hope...Heart Break...Loooong Divorce...Breakdown...Rise up...Unjust jury verdict. What has become of my life's path? If I had wings like a bird, I would fly, far far away, make a new life. Avoid the same mistakes. This time: - Follow my instincts, - Believe it when a person shows me who they are - Take a hint. But for now the only recourse I have is to lean on the One who gives Beauty for ashes, Oil of Joy for mourning, the Garment of Praise for the spirit of heaviness. Scheduled to be in court tomorrow...I am nervous. I scroll through the records online to verify what time I need to be there...<scroll>...<scroll>...<scroll>...am convinced we must have the longest case in the county. Feeling light headed,  I say a prayer.