Journey To A Fresh Start

Hello, hope you and the family are fine? How is my dear Abike. I stayed away as I have been working on myself since December. Whatsoever may have caused such a distant memory to be conjured up and needing to be addressed after soo many yrs must be the mind's way of forcing attention to buried issues. Since learned this is a sign of PTSD, triggered by serial events since 2015. You do not have a "nasty tongue". That probably came from my intimidation of your quick wit when we were kids. Thought to clear the air. Stay well. Girl I cannot begin to explain to you what was happening to me in December. Let's just say I have been focused on healing. You do not have a nasty tongue. The reason you and I cannot be friends is because we are more than that - we are sisters.

 I am joyful now that I am in a loving, committed relationship.  I am whole,  no triggers, no trauma responses

 I am so happy now that I have clarity of purpose and of my next best step.

I am so happy now that I am healed from my past hurt. I am deeply in love with my new man and he is deeply in love with me. I didn't know love like this existed. He is kind, generous, a good listener, gentle, a great lover and financially blessed. Loves and loved by my children. I love the life we are building together. I no longer feel alone or wounded. I am so happy now that I met my soul mate ❤.