Hard admission

What's the cure for a broken heart and trauma inflicted by the love of ones life? What's the remedy for psychological inflictions from the very person who vowed to love and to hold.
I have resisted the thought of admitting this for years now but today I give in.  I give in to the fact that I may be depressed. No shame, no to the shame that wants to follow this admission to self. An admission that many probably already see and know but I resisted to myself...depressed. Who won't be after years of wicked unimaginable, psychological oppression at the hands of the man I loved.